I drive and I am driven
A warrior without a war
I fight for the sake of fighting
I am a victor without a victory
I sleep without falling asleep
I am a dreamer without a dream
I wake without awakening
Schlaf ohne einzuschlafen,
I am reins without a bridle
I am caught
in too many places
I am released
and yet still imprisoned
I am made repentant
By far too many speeches
Convinced
and yet not converted
A deceiver, never deceived
A cheater who does not cheat
I drink but don't get drunk
I drink from an empty cup
I think and am suspect
A thinker without grace
I believe and lose faith
I am a sinner without guilt
I am caught
in too many places
I am released
and yet still imprisoned
I am made repentant
By far too many speeches
Convinced
and yet not converted
I have run
far too many ways
I am never there
always on the way
I have left too many times already
Yet I have never arrived.