Rüyamda buluttum [English translation]

Where did this story start that

I've gone crazy like this?

How did it happen that I've loved you more than dear life itself?

I wasn't like that before.

It rained, and snow won't stop either.

My summer and my winter are melting,

you were my lucky blanket,

you are my most innocent glance.

I dreamt I was a cloud,

I forgot about your absence.

I've become the rain itself, instead of raining, I cried.

I put you to sleep on my knees.

I woke up at a dead hour of the night.

I didn't make small talk about weather,

I've turned into the rain itself by a river bed

and instead of raining drops, I dropped teardrops for you.

Where did this story start that

I've gone crazy like this?

How did it happen that I've loved you more than dear life itself?

I wasn't like that before.

Rivers flew, look at the rivers,

see my days and nights are running out.

You are my cigarette, my water, my tea,

my most complicated riddle.

I dreamt I was a cloud,

I forgot about your absence.

I've become the rain itself, instead of raining, I cried.

I put you to sleep on my knees.

I woke up at a dead hour of the night.

I didn't make small talk about weather,

I've turned into the rain itself by a river bed

and instead of raining drops, I dropped teardrops for you.

If you should sleep alone, ask the dreams about me.

Come and see where I am.

I'm a crazy under the fearless sky,

I'm still not dead, I'm just an idler.