You have no idea how I've suffered since I lost you
My life is not the same without you
And I regret it a thousand times and I'd like to pretend
But I'm not good at lying
And I suffer and I cry and my helplessness hurts me
And it hurts, your absence in my life hurts
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I'd like to cry 'cause I know you're not home
And I look back and regret my ignorance
I'd like to cry but tears reject me
And it hurts to think that you don't care about me anymore
The hours don't pass and my little heart yearns for you
And I try to explain it all but it doesn't understand
That no matter how much I beg, you won't return
It's hard to know the fact that you went away
That you left and abandoned me, that my life is a mess
Since the day you left without me, leaving me
Alone and sad here, in a corner, crying
I barely eat or sleep because I think of you all the time
(Chorus x2)