Lately I've been distracted
Impatient and undecided
And I'm still confused
But somehow now it’s different
I'm so calm and so content
How many chances I wasted
When what I wanted most
Was to prove to everyone
That I did not need to prove anything to anyone
I broke into a thousand pieces
For you to gather
And I always wanted to find
Explanations for what I felt
Like a fallen angel
I made sure to forget
That lying to oneself
Is always the worst of lies
But I no longer am
Such a child
To the point of knowing it all
I no longer worry if I don't know why
Sometimes what I see almost nobody sees
And I know that you know, almost not meaning to
That I see the same as you
So correct and so beautiful
The infinite is truly
One of the prettiest gods
I know I sometimes use
Repeated words
But which are the words
That are never said?
They told me that you
Were crying
And it was then that I realized
How much I want you
I no longer worry if I don't know why
Sometimes what I see almost nobody sees
And I know that you know, almost not meaning to
That I want the same as you