When I will have learnt to love,
I won't probably need to
kill my father in secret
and to make love to my mother in my dreams.
When I will have learnt to love,
with my woman, I won't neither be as arrogant and fragile as child man.
When I will have learnt to love,
I will want a woman who really stands by me,
who doesn't crowd my existence;
but is never far in her thoughts.
I will want a woman who,
if I ever caress an armchair, a book, a rose,
wouldn't wish anything else but to be that thing.
When I will have learnt to love,
I will want a woman who never changes
but every thing for the smallest to the biggest will make sense just because she's there .
I will be able to look into her heart,
get close to her mystery
not with reason
just breathing.
When I will have learnt to love,
I will make love like I feel it,
no eager to prove anything, never wondering if it was good
And the night silence
my eyes tired
and a joyful soul
I will feel that sleeping is also a form of life,
not just rest
When I will have learnt to love,
I would like a love that never crosses duty
a love without sense of guilt
without remorse
as selfish and natural
as a river flowing by
With good or bad actions
without any strange deviations.
'cause, even if the river had any,
I would yet meet the sea,
this is how I want to love