What happiness
If I've looked for you for a whole life without finding you
Without even having the satisfaction
Of having you to see you go away
What happiness
What happiness
If I can't even picture you in my mind anymore
Without knowing if to fly or to crawl, I mean,
I don't know where to look for you anymore
What happiness
What happiness
Without pretending to be asleep
With your cheek on mine
Knowing instead that tomorrow
"Hi, how are you", a pat on the shoulder and nothing more...
What happiness
What happiness
Changing face a hundred times
To pretend to be a child
To be a child
With a welcoming smile
Laughing, singing, making noise
I mean, pretending it's always Carnival...
Always Carnival
Without happiness
Going out early in the morning
The head full of thoughts
Avoiding the cars,
Newspapers, going back home in a hurry, today's the same as yesterday
Without happiness
Even on trains and airplanes
Or on a stage
Bowing to those in front of you
And there's many and they clap their hands for you.
Without happiness
Together in a bed without peace
Without anything more to invent
Being forced to even hurt each other
To be able to sweetly forgive each other
And go on
With happiness
Pretending that in the end in the whole world
There's people with your same problems
And then starting an evening club
For people with a sunstroke, crazy and a bit dumb
Pretending the challenge is
To get healthy to the grand finale
While Andrea's ready
With a cane and a hundred teeth
Asking you to pay
For his badly eaten meals
The stolen sleep, the forced thefts
For having been killed
Fifteen times down the avenue
For fifteen years on Christmas Eve...