All this time wondering
what it is that is bothering me
All these years wondering
If I am really okay this way
as I am
So one day
I wrote on my notebook
"I will make the world dream with (my) music"
Not long after that
when all it took was a leap
to reach happiness
and the truth is
I have waited a long time
for something that's not there
instead of watching the sun rise
This was always a way
to stop time and speed
People's quick steps
Inattention
Words speaken
with no humility
no heart
Casually, just to make noise
I have waited a long time
for something that's not there
instead of watching the sun rise
And miraculously I have not stopped dreaming
And miraculously I cannot stop hoping
And if there is a secret
it is to do everything as if
You could only see the sun
A secret is to do everything as if
do everything as if
You could only see the sun
You could only see the sun
You could only see the sun
Not something that's not there