From time to time I realize I'm not able to laugh anymore
About things I considered funny in the past
From time to time I also realize I don't need any people
And prefer to be all alone
From time to time I get, everything became different
Than it seems to be, that it used to be in former days*
From time to time I feel I don't like the sun anymore
Since I can't stand the bright light
But the pain is sugar-sweet and somehow very familiar, too
I got used to it. That's why once more a spark of courage
Is missing for the last consequence and the paradoxic anger about it
Is drowned in the dreams by this fucked up
Lightness of being
Like a square in a circle I'm rubbing people the wrong way again and again**
Though I know for a long time I can never change
What's unchangeable, 'cause the evil always dwells
And the sun's gonna shine once again, no freaking matter what's gonna happen
Like a square in a circle I'm rubbing people the wrong way again and again
Though I know for a long time I can never change
What's unchangeable, 'cause the evil always dwells
And the sun's gonna shine once again, no freaking matter what's gonna happen
Again and again I realize, "from time to time" is "always" with increasing frequency