I could have said that you weren't what I was looking for
And that I just wanted to kill my time with you
I could have.. But I didn't like lies and I prefered to say that I loved you
Now I only know that I should't have said a thing
I could have played you like a toy
But I was overwhelmed with your kisses and now I need to accept this
I should have been more mature and much smarter
so that I could understand in time that you wouldn't love me
so that I could know that you only wanted to play with me
And I could have played my cards much better or even lie to you
so that you wouldn't get scared. I could have told you that your love didn't matter.
And it's crystal clear that you'd be here
I could have left my affection for some other relationship
But my heart guides me whenever I give myself in
And that's why even tough I could have made it, today I stay without your love
I could have played you like a toy
But I was overwhelmed with your kisses and now I need to accept this
I should have been more mature and much smarter
so that I could understand in time that you wouldn't love me
so that I could know that you only wanted to play with me
And I could have played my cards much better or even lie to you
so that you wouldn't get scared. I could have told you that your love didn't matter.
And it's crystal clear that you'd be here
I could have left my affection for some other relationship
But my heart guides me whenever I give myself in
And that's why even tough I could have made it, today I stay without your love