Today I'm even further away from you.
I don't know how far I can go and still hear you.
I don't know what life will be without you.
However, I know I'm better off without you.
Today I'm thinking of our first trip.
You and I were in New York.
Walking around the 'Big Apple"
Made love contagious.
Ours was not love at first sight!
Still, breaking up hurts me just as much.
This is my first time away from you.
One month and one week.
My total being resists this decision.
For the first time,
Our love is falling apart.
I'm sorry,
That for the first time I'm saying good bye to you.
I, who promised to age at your side.
And now I'm filled with doubt.
This is all part of my indecision.
And though it hurts to imagine you with another,
There are words,
That I hoped never to say -
How it is difficult to fake a love that's gone.
Don't ask me
To think of our past.
It's our past that has caused this separation.
In our relationship you've forgotten the present.
And now you ask me to remain at your side.
This is my first time away from you.
One month and one week.
My total being is opposed to this decision.
For the first time
Our heart strings are breaking apart.
I can now feel
Everything that we were then missing.
Our love is over.
We can try, but it won't work.
I'm sorry that I don't feel what you feel,
What you feel, what you feel,
I'll sing from the heart, but my heart's not in it.
So sad that I never told you directly, face to face,
I, who promised to grow old at your side.
Just look at us!