The alarm clock is ringing, I raise my head
I look outside the window for habit
I swear I don't care about what aspect of me bothers you
I think this isn't the reality where I'd like to wake up some days
I barf around the city
Sleeping draughts on the bedside table
A shadow runs and goes away with the booty
I have a nightmare and I keep on having it
Awake, even if I smoke two joints I don't feel better
In the chest I have got the Grand Canyon hole
With the low pressure, like I were on a plane
If world isn't enough for us, how are we going?
She says that I shouldn't be overwhelmed
That I should space, a passional junkie
Anxiety, palpitations, I'm the national champion
A person in my head, bro, if you knew what I do with her
Come to face it
'Cause I have got thoughts which shake bridges
Bro, I have got a lot of dead adversaries on my back
And these are thinking about me without memories
Some scoundrels have stolen all from me
And there's who hates me because I've got money now
Before running, let me dump the cadavers
'Cause here then I'll light it all, like lightouses in harbours
Crows in the stomach made nest
I wasn't shot by the pride arrow
I wander numb, until I suck
I come in the dream, even if the destiny forbade it to me
No, I never go outside if there isn't something to do
I've never said: "What are you doing, let's make a party"
No, I never think at go 2 or 3 months to the seaside
I don't read newspapers, I don't mess in the club
I'm feeling bad, bro, I'm feeling bad
I'm feeling bad, bro, I'm feeling bad
What can I do, bro, I'm feeling bad
Smoke by myself, I'm feeling bad
I'm feeling bad
Alarm clock is ringing, 4:30 am, it's still early
Yesterday the party, today I get a terrible headache
The mobile vibrates, I don't look at it
I'm only thinking: "No, not now"
Probably it's she to stress me, even if I don't think at her
She have been missing me for a lot of time
I'm tired, I'm addicted, I'm depressed
You say that it's only a period, bro, it happens
That I'll get used of it, I only have to practice
But anxiety comes back, certain
I drown in the cabinet, exasperated
I'm feeling the heart empty, I have got the meter reset
When I'm quell
I speak with my reflection like I were someone else
With the doubtful look like "Maybe I leave. Bro, yeah maybe I leave"...
But I neither do where I'm going
With you I'm less and less connected
Be famous didn't compensate it
I'm still solitary, I'm still full of complexes
I'll regret until tomb the tears I didn't shed
Like all the word I didn't misurate
All the grams bought
And the lookouts during years
And the collateral effects
The joints as big as churches and cathedrals
The interlocked tragedies
Every smile hang by a cut thread
You'll always feel bad, without a specific reason
The heart who says: ---
The anxiety like I'm watching a CAT
Like I'm runaway from drug
All of this, I'm sorry but tonight I won't hang out
No, I never go outside if there isn't something to do
I've never said: "What are you doing, let's make a party"
No, I never think at go 2 or 3 months to the seaside
I don't read newspapers, I don't mess in the club
I'm feeling bad, bro, I'm feeling bad
I'm feeling bad, bro, I'm feeling bad
What can I do, bro, I'm feeling bad
Smoke by myself, I'm feeling bad
I'm feeling bad