I'll be sleeping alone tonight
For the umpteenth time
I would never have thought I'd say this
But, I no longer have faith in you.
No, with you
I wore my most beautiful dresses
And brought out my most finest duvets
And yet that doesn't change anything
You don't even see it, it's useless
Turning the pages in this book
Where I make you my king
You're not even reading me
You return one night but the next you don't
In order for you to stay
I made the best out of myself
I suffer in silence
When you sleep I hold it all in
I let others point their fingers at me
In order for you to stay
I have revised
My most cherished values
For you, no one knows nor understands why
My heart has its reason but you will only understand
The day when I leave
(In order for you to stay...)
I put up with your mood swings
Respected your silence
During the hours
But that doesn't matter, no.
I know that if I want you
I can't complain, no
I bled for you that day, you told me
Teach me
What's the point of this, tell me, what's the point of this, tell me
If you promise these things and then you leave me
If you didn't want to build your life
With me, tell me
Why did you steal my life away from me
The first few months
But what's wrong with you
Thinking that happiness
Makes you run away, you build it
But then destroy it
In order for you to stay
I made the best out of myself
I suffer in silence
When you sleep I hold it all in
I let others point their fingers at me
In order for you to stay
I have revised
My most cherished values
For you, no one knows nor understands why
My heart has its reason but you will only understand
The day when I leave
In order for you to stay
I made the best out of myself
I suffer in silence
When you sleep I hold it all in
I let others point their fingers at me
In order for you to stay
I have revised
My most cherished values
For you (oh no, no, no)
No one knows why
My heart has its reason but you will only understand
The day when I leave
The day when I leave
In order for you to stay...