No, I don't want to run
the risk of being able to
lose you in the darkness
of my memories
without having said
before everything
absolutely everything
on my identity
that no one
at the bottom knows
What seemed like love
was only a habit
dressed
of candied fruits and blackberries
like raisin bred
during Christmas
you will not forget
that soon
it will end
But tell me
Tell me
Tell me, tell me
What more you want from me
If I don't have anything to defend
Of what there was and there still is
Only a little bit of
ashes remain(?)
Day after day
I've had the patience
To swallow everything
Before
Throwing up on you
My uncertainties
Are certainties by now
That I don't love you anymore
Beh, well at least
Now I know this
And now that I don't have
Anything left to fear anymore
Inside these walls
Loneliness
Occupies every corner
Of empty space
Just like dust
How dirty just like me
But tell me
Tell me
Tell me, tell me
What more you want from me
If there's only me to lose
And what there was and still is
I don't want to die among the ashes!
But tell me and
Tell me
And tell me, tell me
What strange thing there is
If I will have to ask you
To turn yourself into dust
And not into ashes
Because there will
Always be dust
Everywhere
Hidden beneath the sun
There always will be...
There always will be...
There's nowhere in the world
That isn't covered by dust
You feel it on your hands
On every part of your body
As if it were a second skin
While you consume yourself
Takes unexpected forms
When with a finger
Follows the outline
Of this universe
That makes you feel lost
In the infinite sky
Made up of dust
In the air that you breathe
[There is] dust
...the loneliness