I wish for one more than anything else
I'd give my all for it
That you'd really feel
how much you hurt me
and how time after time
all of that humiliated me again
Don't claim you
don't remember
or do you think I'm a fool
who doesn't matter
taken for granted
a child's puzzle
CHORUS:
At least you have guts
that much is clear
Too much under its guise
you've stolen my apologies
Where did you get the idea
you can do that to others?
But this I have to admit
you've got guts if nothing else
I wouldn't want to carry a needless burden
especially when it's nothing else but
But would you do it again
the same thing, given the choice?
Do you have a bit of humanity left in you?
Yeah I know what I feel but never
I'll never say it out loud
I fear that some day you'll look back at me from the mirror
I won't get angry, won't rage, won't yell
that I won't do anymore
One single stare - that you won't understand anyway
tells more than all the words combined
of what's happening deep inside me
and of what is still waiting for the moment
when I'm free of everything, of all my burdens
I know who you are but do you have any idea
of where I've gotten without you?
Actually I should probably be thanking you
you opened my eyes and I don't believe in fairy tales anymore