Перепутала [Pereputala] [English translation]

I'm tired of the emptiness of love

It feels like the first time

I would never die for you.

But another may do it

And I don't have words, so it may be easier

To let this burn out on its own, under the sun

And I'll maybe survive without dreaming

If maybe my heart wants it

[Chorus]

I messed up, I thought that it was love

But it turned out I was wrong

I messed up, I thought that it was love

I am an exception to the rule

I begged you to stay

Though the way I did was not good

We couldn't find a pulse* as I was leaving

Still, I will leave

And I don't have words, I understood everything

I ripped away our sheets

And I woke up from the dream, guilty I had slept

Guilty that it all was so simple

[Chorus]

I messed up, I thought that it was love

But it turned out I was wrong

I messed up, I thought that it was love

I am an exception to the rule