Forgive me,
If this time I decide not to wait for you
Sitted in front of the door, with my soul opened
If I don't care you mention her name
Of the one that joins you every night
If I prefer not to be mentioned
If you look for me and you can't find me.
Forgive me,
If I've returned every kiss, one by one
That once tasted like back room love,
If I emptied all those words
That fills senseless speechs
If I prefer not to hear you saying my name
If I slam the door in your face
I learnt to let myself be free
To start over again
To feel myself stronger
While I was ripping out* your voice
Taking care of my pain
Making me braver.
And I made a mistake
Seeking you shamelessly was, perhaps, the craziest thing
But I can't be stone and you know it
I can't keep myself quiet, no matter how hard I try
Today I ask you, please, don't mention me
Don't try to hurt me, stay away.
I learnt to let myself be free
To start over again
To feel myself stronger
While I was ripping out your voice
Taking care of my pain
Making me braver.
How many nights of twists and turns
How crazy life is, playing with memories
How many times I spent with you alone
With your half-heartedly love,
Allowing those naked kisses
Which, with no excuses, we left unfinished.
How painful can an empty space be
How much time, neither yours nor mine, is trying to comfort us as it passes by...
I learnt to let myself be free
To start over again
To feel myself stronger
While I was ripping out* your voice
Taking care of my pain
Making me braver.