I hide my face behind the curtain of my hands,
If I was able, I surely would flee from here
I'm permanently thinking: where was the mistake?
Where was my mistake...
All around cannonades of bombs are thundering
But my home is only a few steps from here
A few people were still there yesterday
Today I've remained all alone
Whether fate
is doomed, am I already lost?
My fate, bad fate...
I defend this place like a lion
For these who shed their blood here
I'll survive here for another day or maybe two...
Maybe two...
My God, why do they play like this?
For whose sake do they destroy my world?
And the hope for another day
And belief...
And belief in a meaning?
(Refrain:)
Thus I struggle against evil
But evil is growing within me day by day
What's the meaning of it?
When I kill
-I feel easier
And there's less and less of me
But evil is growing within me day by day
What's the meaning of it?
What's the meaning?
Not long ago my house was standing here
Everything was blossoming up to the horizon
And no one disturbed the peace
No one disturbed
Since someone has found petroleum
Some kilometers beneath, they told me to disappear from here
I took my weapon defending what is mine
I've become an evil partisan
Who's prosecuted by the just world
(Refrain)
Whether fate
Is doomed, am I already lost?
My fate, bad fate...
Whether this
Is doomed, am I already lost?
My fate, bad fate...
(Refrain)