I held onto your hands tightly so you wouldn't slip away from my life sometimes
But mostly I pushed you away, scared of the strength of your love because you made me weak
Yet, deep inside, I've always known you were in my blood
I was so proud that you could love me so much in spite of me
I'd come, I'd seen, I'd been defeated, I hadn't loved, I had been about to leave this world before you came along
You took me in so gracefully, wrapped me inside you, you were mine yet I was scared
I was scared of having someting to lose
I ran away to the world I knew
The party is over, everyone is gone, the case is dismissed, the discussion has ended.
I was hungry, thirsty, cold,
Scorched in the heat. I came to you
My mouth was dry, my voice was hoarse, my guard was down, my head was bowed low
I said, "have me again."
Because, deep inside, I've always known you were in my blood
But I was scared, I was scared of having something to lose
I ran away to the world I knew
The party is over, everyone is gone, the case is dismissed, the discussion has ended.
"I've ended you," you said, "I've taken down the shutters."
You said, "The you in me is dead, he is buried now."
I looked, I looked, I understood
The party is over, everyone is gone, the case is dismissed, the discussion has ended.