I don't have a watch, I don't know exactly what time it is
It was a little beer, a little wine ago
How come time won't pass
But whole years and lives pass by?
I am like a suitcase lost at the airport
Or an empty pool in the fall
Is it too much to still ask for happiness?
Never mind, I don't have the energy anyway
It's my birthday today
I am drunk and I am grieving
Perched on a bar stool
I am the same age my dad died
Words are getting stuck in my throat
All lives I have known
Broken apart, broken apart
I don't have the energy but I still clung to the phone
To ask for forgiveness from all the women I love one last time
I called but hung up when I got voicemails
I am one of those people who can't talk to answering machines