Paradise lyrics

There's an old, empty house that sits on top of a hill

The windows are shackled, the air is thin, once you're inside the walls close in

We grew up alone, we grew up too fast, in that house it's sink or swim

When you fight to survive, you quickly learn that everybody wants something

I, oh I changed my name

I'd run and I'd run and I'd

Hide in a secret place

They'd never, they'd never

Find it, not for the weak minded, show me all your scars

I'll be dеlighted, don't you know that

I turned my back on grace

And rulе darkened paradise

Run and I'd, run and I'd hide

Just down the hall, broke down kids and we bound to fall (Yeah)

Never woulda thought I would astound you all, I thought I hid back deep till I found it all

I gotta long list of my problems (Problems), pack a day, tryna solve 'em (Solve 'em)

Gotta dark past, I got park thoughts, so I pop pills to dissolve 'em

Tryna find a house that I call home, I remember how it felt, I was all lone

Ya talking to myself in a cell phone, ringing I been calling out for help been in hell long (Too long)

Uh, met the devil, I paid the price, found God but no slave to Christ

Blind before but I see the light, I bought a one-way ticket into paradise

I, oh I changed my name

I'd run and I'd run and I'd

Hide in a secret place

They'd never, they'd never

Find it, not for the weak minded, show me all your scars

I'll be delighted, don't you know that

I turned my back on grace

And rule darkened paradise

Run and I'd, run and I'd hide

I've heard time heals everything

That broken down house got a new coat of paint

I still feel it everywhere

The walls closing in, that unbreathable air

Are they so different, your house and mine?

Both have their secrets buried inside

When we grow up, we all fight to survive

'Cause everybody wants something

Run and I'd, run and I'd hide

Bought a one way ticket into Paradise