Pain & Depression [Russian translation]

Pain and depression

I be so sick of fighting aggression

Hold up I got a confession

Liking my life a lil less than

God can you answer this question

Why do I feel so rejected

And why have I been thinking bout ending it

Maybe I just need some good directions

Why does this shit have to hit me at night

Why does it keep getting harder to fight

Why can I never do anything right

All of this pain in the shit that I write

I just been doing this all on my own

To ease pain its a blunt to the dome

Drinking so much man I swear this shit hurt

Why do I feel so alone on this earth

Why do I feel like I don't have a worth

Nobodys there when I ever need help

Nobody knows the pain that I done delt

Nobody knows all the pain that I felt

Why does life have to be such a damn bitch

All of my friends man I swear that they switched

Feels like I'm stuck at the end of a cliff

Feeling so stiff

Taking a risk

All of the people that died that I miss

Please can you tell me I feel like this

The others are happy their life in a bliss

Mine has been crappy it feelin' like shit

Feeling the urge that I just wanna quit

Not really sure what the fuck I done did

Been feelin' like this since I was a kid

All of the feelings that I had done hid

Tried everything

I can never get rid

Something I really just have to admit

Guess I don't fit

Shit ain't the same

Goin' insane

But whos to blame

Life been a blur

Slurring my words

Maybe one day I hope I can find peace

God can you help me I'm asking you please

I go thru so much I swear nobody sees

They think that I'm happy but this the real steeze

Feeling so lost I ain't talking bout sea

Life is is a bitch and it sting like a bee

People they don't even really know me

(Hoping one day that I can just be free (x2)