You'll excuse me sweetie
I couldn't walk
Behind the wreaths
Of your hip friends
Because your dealer
Was there maybe
Among these crying people
Who talked solely about you
Peeking at their watches
Bitching about the cold
Owning up to the shame
Of pushing you to that place
Silly girl, you don't even resent them
You know those bastards are way deader than you
You hung out in a world
Of mundane retards,
Where this awful powder
Is consumed in the morning
Where readies allow you
To think you're away
From the crown court
And from our contempt
That your sad world
Inspired evil in us
While sipping on our beers
Or smoking our reefers
Silly girl, you dreamt of Byzantium *
And it was Poland to your deepest silences
We didn't know each other
Either, forgive me
I didn't bawl when you
Broke your opium pipe **
I thought of the hell
Of a screaming phone
That wakes up your mother
In the mid' of the night
Wanted to tell her
It wasn't your fault
That one who refuses to age
Dies before everyone else
Silly girl, you didn't want to ripe
You fall before autumn, just before blooming
And had I known you
It wouldn't have changed anything
Little lost child
Would you have allowed me?
I love the sun
Just as much as the rain
And when I wake up
And I am alive
It's all that matters to me
Way more than happiness
That mediocre matter
That wears the heart out
Silly girl, it'd be forgetting that you weren't here for anyone
And that no one was there either
You'll excuse me sweetie
I couldn't walk
Behind the wreaths
Of your hip friends
Because your dealer
Was there maybe
Smelling those flowers
You'd not even like
Counting again those roses
That he paid the price
Of your last dose
And of your last cry
Silly girl, go on, have some rest
Close to Morrison, and not too far from me