I have thought I've left her behind
But she always catches up with me again
She is hurting me until today
And has distracted me so often
Maybe I still need more time
I don't want to be sad and I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to encounter the whole shit once again
I don't want to be sad and I don't want to talk about it
I want a sea between me and my past
A sea between me and everything that was
I want a sea between me and my past
A sea between me and everything that was
I love my friends
And how we are with each other
Yet I have to go somewhere else as quick as possible
Somewhere where the sun shines in winter
Where I, alone and without a past, can start anew
Maybe someday I learn to forgive
I want a sea between me and my past
A sea between me and everything that was
I want a sea between me and my past
A sea between me and everything that was
I want an ocean
I want an ocean
I want an ocean
I want an ocean
I want an ocean
I want an ocean