This is not the love that I have dreamt of
it pushes me away and pulls me to the bottom,
and every time I want to see you
I only hurt myself.
No, this is not the love I wished for,
I gave everything and I got nothing
and in the end when everything spills out
the truth always revealed…
There is still too much sadness in me
the number is big enough to know that you aren’t mine anymore,
it will take time to erase
every single one of your blemishes off of my heart.
I've already drank countless of glasses full of disappointment,
I crossed every border.
That troubles me, I have to get out.
I have to stop loving you
all the efforts would be lost to fight against it
it’s too late for us…
There is still too much sadness in me
the number is big enough to know that you aren’t mine anymore,
it will take time to erase
every single one of your blemishes off of my heart.