[Part 1]
I would have never thought that I would write this song
But I don't know how to reach you
Sometimes it feels like you're talking to me in my thoughts
And I would really like to answer but I can't
To speak to you once again, face to face
Because so much happened since you left
They say there is a beginning after every end
And we get to know that Anna-Maria is pregnant again
One day after your death we're back at the hospital again
I tell Aaliyah there are twins in Mom's belly
Djibrail - finally I have my son
And Laila - she has your eyes, your nose, your mouth
I'd forgiven Dad long ago
And that's why I took him to us to Berlin after you were gone
I think being a Granddad was good for him
God let him be happy before he took him
And I thought that I have finally found my peace too
But suddenly I was on every front page because of a song
Do you remember Shindy at breakfast, how quiet he was?
He is now something like a superstar
And Ali is a rapper as well
The label looks better without Kay
But there were problems at home, Anna-Maria took the kids
Moved away with them. That was the moment I thought it's over
A week later, January 2015
I got a message from her, that she was pregnant again
And in August my second son is born
Issa - when I look him in his face I see myself
I knew it was a sign
Anna-Maria came back and everything was balanced
Meanwhile, Grandma was gone too
You probably know, I guess you're up there together
Your sister helps us in every possible way, the kids love her
And no matter how hard they play, she's never fed up
You've become a Grandma again
On your first day of death, Sercan's first son Noah was born
And Ismail, he often visits the three
He even gave them a house of their own
By the way: our house is still not finished
The neighbours don't want us, the building authorities are getting on my nerves
The dogs had to leave, I left them at the animal shelter
But I now have an aquatic shop
Renate and Uwe tell me to say hello
They think I'm their messenger
Montry acts like a teenager
Aaliyah starts first grade soon
And I still write songs dissing strangers
You know it: I never liked the food at other places
But my wife is perfect as Mom and housewife
I hope you see I'm fine, Mom, don't be afraid
Your favourite woollen hat is still in the wardrobe
Aaliyah wants us to keep the green frog on the fridge
No one is allowed to touch it - it belongs to Grandma Lise