I lived in the past
For me and you comfort (this line from listening to the song could also be „For me (there was) love and comfort)
Lead by the chase for fun
They warned me, I did not believe it
To change myself, I did not want to
Or I did not see the down between all those highs
Now I see lonely and clear
The hope seems invisible
My ego left no scope to love anymore
My glas is filled to the top now
Why did I forget her
Only devouring emptiness remained for me
Because without her everything is empty
Without meaning
I wished that, back then, everything was different
And she would be back here with me
In everything she was everything here
The deeds of the righteous in me
Now the day is gray, the world so empty
Sealed her, filled from anew
Covered in the labyrinth of my fear
The hours resound lonely around me
To give was never that hard for me
My life never seemed to empty
My ego left no scope to love anymore
Everything screams and quivers in me
For her name and her fragrance
I ask myself why I ever chose this way
What’s holy?
Say when you know it
What does the spirit consist of?
And what’s worth living for?