외톨이 [oetol-i] [English translation]

Is there anyone to heal my wound?

If i leave it alone, it’s going to continually get worse

I’m really scared of love and people

I’m afraid of being alone, i’m afraid of being forgotten

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart

bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool

I close my eyes and cover my ears

I lock myself in the gloomy darkness

365 days, all year long, I wander

Jack Sparrow holds the rudder, chasing my spirit

The raging hurricane, tightening my belt

A rapper who forfeited his orientation and lost his way

I fight again with the other me who’s hiding inside me

When she left, she told me

“Even when you’re next to me, it’s like you’re not there”

A blade-like love that brushes off when you touch it

It was a cold love where my heart froze over

Yeah, living for one minute, one second is not living

Everyday, I fear every day

m’aidez! Someone, pull me out

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart

bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool

I close my eyes and cover my ears

I lock myself in the gloomy darkness

When I faced our farewell that came without warning,

afraid that i’d be alone again, I ignored it

The past times that I yearn for even in my dreams

Hoping for those times to return to me, with an earnest heart

I prayed every night

The arrow of memories that pulled the bowstring and left my hand

it flies endlessly towards the far target

I’m asking you to come back to me, to hold onto my hand

No matter how many times I call you, though I endlessly shout for you

there’s no response from you

In my memories, no matter how much I struggle to erase your existence

Every night, in my dreams,

She appears, wiping away my falling tears

What should I do? Say that everything is ok?

Lie to myself? I can’t take this anymore!

When it hurts, I hurt too. When it’s sad, I’m sad too

My frozen heart keeps accusing me

Really, it’s the end. Really, I’m okay.

The tears that I’ve held in keeps pouring down on me

Is there anyone to heal my wound?

If i leave it alone, it’s going to continually get worse

I’m really scared of love and people

I’m afraid of being alone, i’m afraid of being forgotten

Always a loner, I close the door to my heart

bearing my sadness on my back, I live like a fool

I close my eyes and cover my ears

I lock myself in the gloomy darkness