On the floor curled up i sit all night long
I don't move or initiate out of fear
'cause as soon as i stand up
i hit and stumble over your things
If at least i were drunk, i'd get sober
If i were insane, i'd get cured
but without you i'm powerless to walk
without falling down
I don't know how to recover from you
what you broke i can't fix
i give you my hands to caress them
to kill me once again before my death
Suddenly comes to me
everything i've been running from like crazy
all of these years and i call you out loud
to fool me and leave me once again
If at least i were drunk, i'd understand that
but sober tonight i call for misfortune
you've changed me, i'm done
evil came over me