I'm sitting curled on the floor all the night
I don't flinch because of fear and move
Because as soon as I get up
I hit upon your things and trip
If only I were drunk,I would get sober
If only I got crazy,I would get cured
But without you I'm helpless to go
With no tripping
I don't know how to retrieve from you
What you spoiled I don't know to fix
I'm giving you my hands to caress them
To kill me once again before death
Suddenly it overcomes me
Everything I has been running away like freak
All these years and I'm calling you loud
To chear me again and leave me
If only I were drunk,I would understand it
But as sober I'm calling out the misery tonight
You've changed me,I'm finished
The evil has overtook me