Curled up on the floor I'm sitting all night
out of fear I don't move and I don't start
because the moment I get up,
I stumble upon your things and trip
If only I was drunk, I'd sober up
If I was crazy, I'd get cured
but without you I'm helpless to move
without tripping
I don't know how to recover from you
what you broke I don't know how to fix
I give you my hands to caress them
before death to kill me once more
All of a sudden it comes to me
all that I used to run away from like crazy
all these years and I call you out loud
to cheat on me and leave me again
If only I was drunk, I'd understand
but sober I'm calling out for misery tonight
you've changed me, I'm finished
the evil took over me