I've traveled to the moon and back by train
Every time I fell harder to the ground from heaven
Mom called the police, they took me away
Even though it won't be more than a month in the asylum
Dad said I'm fine
Overwhelming emotions in the limb restraints
But these are only feelings, let me go
I'll tame my beasts myself
Despite that even the wallpapers at home have too restless patterns
You can't take a vacation from brain activity
I committed a suicide in vain again, hinting that you should either leave me alone or perform the lobotomy
I didn't know how to stop, to enjoy the moment
The mind made it's own barriers
I run away or run behind
My senses numb but teeth in blood
The time didn't stop by hanging on the clock hands even though I tried
Now the walls are white and there are flowers by the window
I wish I could run freely under the sun
I fall apart every time when
The globe spins around me
Here and now. Here and now.
Your life is here and now.
What am I worrying about, reaching for something too good
I was already grieving for nothing before I died
I'll have time to do that when I snap, and it won't end well
When I kick the chair down under me
Poor man, mind still sensitive to information
Will you give a penny for my thoughts
In the morning they put a lock to my brain
Human's life is so cheap
Half filled with stupid dreams
The other half is responsibility and statistics
Grandmother brought a bouquet of flowers
If you take me away with you I'll put a bow around it
More fuel to the fire
More decisions made by others, more shots in the butt
My mind is sick of the poison
I invite the doctor lady to take a side-effect bath with me
I didn't know how to stop, to enjoy the moment
The mind made it's own barriers
I run away or run behind
My senses numb but teeth in blood
The time didn't stop by hanging on the clock hands even though I tried
Now the walls are white and there are flowers by the window
I wish I could run freely under the sun
I fall apart every time when
The globe spins around me
Here and now. Here and now.
Your life is here and now.
A man can't know his way
Others take, and others are taken away
Let it rain, it'll create a rainbow
Sing a song on the toilet if you want to
Say what's on your mind, sing your own song
Write that book, paint that painting already
You've asked for forgiveness, it's been long enough
All of these words have been already said.