Numb My Pain [Russian translation]

I just wanna numb my pain I just wanna numb my pain, no don’t let go (x2)

Yeah, why do I keep losing friends to drugs

i swear that all I see is pain cuz I ain’t get no love

I remember they just tell me that I’m not enough

I guess that they would rather see me flying up above

Yeah, Going through it as a kid I hate it

and they don’t won’t care about my music till im dead and famous

I hate the fact I gotta drink until I’m feeling painless

I hate the fact I deal with pain upon a daily basis

and I could try to numb it all but it wound never end it

might’ve thought that I was happy but I just pretended

I can hardly get some sleep and I been feeling restless

demons talking back and forth like they be playing tennis

they tried to tell me that depressions not a mental illness

I could mess around and end it never see a witness

and I been tryna work it out and I ain’t talking fitness

you can’t wash away my pain like you be washing dishes

and there ain’t no way around it you just gotta deal

they might try to tell you could fix it with a pill

but the pills will never work and I’m just being real

the pill will only make it worse like you don’t wanna feel

you be locked up in a box and you won’t see a door

when you feel a little better they just give you more

I guess it’s true that what they say cuz love is really war

you could try to just forget it but you can’t ignore

I lost a lot of people that I know to suicide

lately I been thinking bout it between you and I

I never thought that I would get to where I wanna die

But I’ll never understand it but I be thinking why

so I might as well just show it so I won’t deny

but I gotta stand my ground so I can make em proud

I don’t care about the money I don’t want the clout

always looking for my heart when I be feeling doubt

I just wanna numb my pain I just wanna numb my pain, no don’t let go (x2)