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[Verse: Rav]

One summer can't fill a hole that's been dug for years

Crushed by fear robust and fierce, chugging tears

The grudge is clear

Affront ensues, the muzzle wears

Forget appearances, clearly no one fucking cares

I'm introverted with a flair for the dramatic

I'm sick of my despair, I'm so embarrassed

I'm sick of always caring so emphatic, I'm erratic

And when I really should care get distracted

It's apparent

I'm sick of hearing everybody's shit

Everybody's shit is worse than everybody's is

Exclaimed with pompous, confidence, along with youth flaunting accomplishments, plea for astonishment

Neither providing acumen uncommon, nor yet operative but hey

I won't listen to it, I won't heed it

Don't want to judge them, I'm no different, just conceited

Hey melancholy as you enter reason fleeting reaching for a quick distraction, but tonight though I don't need it, I mean

[Chorus: Rav]

I'm finna flee, I'm finna bounce

I tossed the key outside my house

I'll disappear and not come back

I'll disappear, I'll disappear

Escaping me, escape my mouth

I dry my tears, and wipe 'em out

I'll disappear, and not come back

I'll disappear, I'll disappear

[Outro: Rekcahdam]

I smoke so much, sober I'm seeing shit differently

I'm outta touch with my fam, I know they sick of me

Shit, I'm sick of me

Suicide in my peripheral

I don't know why J stick with me

Right now, I'm simply do or die

So I just do, who am I? I'm confused

They say my whole life I got to choose, but not really

I thought if I trained and became nice with the craft, I couldn't lose

But instead of cheese, I only got the blues

So I'm just

Working, working, working, life hard bro

But if I don't go to work, I might starve bro

And if I don't have a goal, life ain't worth it

So when I get home from work, I go to work

Next year, I gotta make it even if it hurt

But I guess these just first world problems

Just puzzles, I could solve em'

I just need access to the pieces

I used to hack dudes until they tracked me like a beacon

Now I just teach it

I talk in code cause I keep so many secrets

Tell em' niggas something these days and they'll leak it

Wish I was younger, ignorance was convenient

Getting older I feel like, knowledge became my weakness

My bad, Rav

I know I'm always on some deep shit