I have defended my choices I have
believed in the expectations
I have been able to say often no
with you I could not
I have worn the chains I have
the signs of sorrows I know
that I remember not wanting to
that punch in the stomach
In November
the city faded away in an instant
you said "enough" and I remained defenceless
your ego was always stronger
of my every conviction.
Now in November
the city lights up in an instant
my body doesn't get clothed in wishes anymore
and you don't seem so strong anymore either
as I believed you a year ago
in November
I have trusted the dark but now I stay
in full light and in the balance
among stranges who compete with me for
the will to revive
In November
the city faded away in an instant
you said "enough" and I remained defenceless
your ego was always stronger
of my every conviction.
Now in November
the city lights up in an instant
my body doesn't get clothed in wishes anymore
and you don't seem so strong anymore either
as I believed you a year ago
in November
And you spoke without saying anything
I searched in vain to soften
that bitter aftertaste of a preannounced end
In November
the city faded away in an instant
you said "enough" and I remained defenceless
your ego was always stronger
of my every conviction.
Now in November
the city lights up in an instant
my body doesn't get clothed in wishes anymore
and you don't seem so strong anymore either
as I believed you a year ago
in November