I am so far away
from where I thought I’d be,
and now I’m scared to think
it’s a place I may never see.
I crave security
and to feel unconfined,
but everyday I’m scared there’s a chance
that I’m running out of time.
I’m locked out of my life,
everything’s in black and grey,
I’ve let too much time go by,
that I’m scared nothing remains.
I want someone to love,
I want him kissing me goodnight,
but there are days I’m scared
that love isn’t what I’ll ever find.
I wanna watch my child
achieving heights I’ll never see,
but days go by and now I fear
that this home will just be me.
I’m locked out of my life,
everything’s in black and grey,
I’ve let too much time go by,
that I’m scared nothing remains.
I am so far away
from where I thought I’d be,
and days just pass me by.