Not Today lyrics

[Verse 1]

I've given up finding love

Not for good but for now

Need to buffer my heart

Need to calibrate, need to calibrate my heart

Need some time to just be me

Eating pounds of cheap ice cream

Haven’t showered in a week

And I-

[Chorus]

And maybe one day I'll

Say things are better off this way

But not today

Not today, not today

[Verse 2]

Taking time off of life

Is that really a crime

I don't mean to imply

That I’m gone for good

I'm not gone for good

But my battery is drained

Need a bit to charge my faith

Cause after you I'm still afraid

And I-

[Chorus]

And maybe one day I'll

Say things are better off this way

But not today

Not today, not today

[Bridge]

Maybe I'm moving on

Finding hope in a song

Maybe it's time to say I was wrong

Cause it always hurts

To drown in pettiness

Trying to pretend

I’m immune to needing love

[Chorus]

And maybe one day I’ll

Say things are better off this way

But not today

Not today, not today