April came to town, the situation was desperate
I'm proud that we made it
Some friends disappeared, long distance love
Some of them I was with and buried
But in my memory I'm home
My room on Äppelstigen
Take the bus up to Nyfors to you
I find the last cigarette
In Martins paisley-shirt
I think the world is waiting for me
But we gave no promises
Have no words to keep
There's nothing more to say now
I promise that I remember everything
As sunlight on the facade
I see it clearly in front of me
A gig at a student union building
I met the love of my life
Without actually having lived
I fell to my knees in the hallway
I bowed the phone
And every minute of silence was a betrayal
If I had something to say
I had to go all the way
To your home or write a letter
So answer my question
I'm so fucking bored
Why did everything turned it the way it did?
The summer came like a cruel little child
You said now it's finally over
All the friends we have
Well, the few we have left
Is actually all that we need
Alone you came and alone and go
A lost astronaut
The only living on Nostromo
The last of your kind
Alone you came and alone and go
The strongest of the weak
Incorruptible as Conrads Nostromo
Are you an astronaut
I promise that I remember everything
Almost just as it happened
We'll never talk about it again
But we'll always think about it
Distorting some things
Repressing the ugly things we known
We grind our edges down
Our dreams, our ideals
The incomprehensible love
And the way to our hell
Is built by good intentions
The heroes have become enemies