There's a voice inside me calling me from away
I can hear it and I know it very well but I pretend like I don't
a drop of white in the middle of black
a human calling inanimate
he's the innocence and the naivety
and i'm the lied life
living with him in a prison and i'm the jailer
I've the keys of all the doors but I'm coward
I'm the guilty and the victim
I'm the whole reasons and still asking why
he's me and i'm him.
he's war inside me and killing me
whatsoever I ran or escaped
there are two inside me and i'm the third and third always is silent
gave up, never talk, never feel, never feel pain
there's a mind and heart always in war
my heart feels guilty
and my mind is lone.
and the life walks in an opposite way
I walked with it
and I changed myself, and I forgot myself
and I changed to something else isn't me.
and I forgot originally who I am?
so I decided to back to my exhausted soul
he's me and I'm him
he's war inside me and killing me
whatsoever I ran or escaped.
I'm wonder on life that doesn't check on us, it's my fault, I believed on you and walked with you till I became a way ahead of you, I looked behind me I found myself alone facing the gunner and I can't go back.