I don't know how to tell you
that I've lost my shoes again.
That I've broken the glass
of your beautiful dreams with me.
That the time is over.
That I've run out
of love for you.
And how to miss you,
if I've looked for
your smell in my clothes
and I didn't find you.
That this is the end of life
as I described it.
That I've pulled down
yesterday's dreams at once.
I don't know how to tell you
that the sea doesn't feel blue
to the two of us.
I don't know how to tell you
that the sun has risen
in my life again.
I don't know how to tell you
that even though I look for you
I've never seen you again.
I don't know how to tell you...
I've almost forgotten
to fill my mind
with yesterday's things,
to water my memories
with the flowers that,
without notice,
you picked for me.
That I even looked for you
in the noise
of my loneliness.
That I lied to you
with my paper
kisses.¹ And I don't know...
I don't know how to tell you
that the sea doesn't feel blue
to the two of us.
I don't know how to tell you
that the sun has risen
in my life again.
I don't know how to tell you
that even though I look for you
I've never seen you again.
I don't know how to tell you...