Am I missing the air that blew those days, or only your white skin?
And remember that clock that never worked,
All day long it was always frozen
Like me, it was watching you
I'll never cry for you, despite what I was for a while.
Yes, I'll admit it, sometimes I think of you but
Your memory doesn't touch me anymore
I was just thinking how useless it would be to rave and keep saying I'm fine when everything is terrible,
But you don't give me your constant love
You don't embrace me anymore and you never reassure me that I'm important to you
So many things remind me of you and make me relive our love:
Houses, trips, cars, books, pages of the newspaper
And even if now I'm worth nothing to you
At least I let you go free
And if you asked it of me, I'd give you everything
I'm sorry, you know I'd never want to bother you,
But how could we end?
I just can't explain it to myself.
I can't explain it.
I remember the velvety night and the full moon
They offered us just a tad of romantic atmosphere
God help me, I love her still.
Every detail I relive is like gasping for breath
And I try to pretend it's due to spring allergies,
But in my heart I know the truth.
I was just thinking how useless it would be to rave and keep saying I'm fine when everything is terrible,
But you don't give me your constant love
You don't embrace me anymore and you never reassure me that I'm important to you
So many things remind me of you and make me relive our love:
Houses, trips, cars, books, pages of the newspaper
And even if now I'm worth nothing to you
At least I let you go free
And if you asked it of me, I'd give you everything
I'm sorry, you know I'd never want to bother you,
But how could this end?
I just can't explain it to myself.
I just can't explain it.