If I had feathers
If I had wings
I would have flown away from here
If I had money
If I had tickets
I would probably be sitting here anyway
Never that simple
Probably stretching the limits
If only time would pass
One day at a time
One day too much
two days closer to psychosis
like a weapon industry going the other direction
anonymous bomb threats
like I need anodyne
in the volume of all stud farming
like a cocktail made with gasoline
like the music turned on too loud
//refrain
Blowing up my lungs as if I'm sitting on a bomb
like I run, burning in or drowning in an ocean
the breathing uneven can be my last day
gasping after the air the heart making an extra beat
feels like, nitroglycerin, too much nicotine
like I'm lying bound under the executioners guillotine
chugging caffein, much too short fuse
like Tel Aviv and dynamite
//verse 2
like I already hadn't hit the wall and passed thru it
when it doesn't work anymore
like I already got burnt on the fire
so that it would be safe with pills
but no fucking zombie on an x-rated
is pharmaceutic with a combo of hypochondric
excuses
Psychological mountains and valleys
the sound of a ticking bomb
like the sensation when the gun clicks
the knife in you inner pocket
in the light of one lucifer match
feels almost like you are passing out
the feeling when the light fades
//refrain
//verse 3
like an inner chasm, fifty-fifty
Ted Kaczynski; Oklahoma city
like I touched something toxic
ended up in the middle
the anguish tonight as in tomorrow
where should I run when the hell is inside of me
deep breath, its only in your head
turn on the brain 10 to 5
play sad songs on my spine like a flute
glycerol, nitric acid
in the bottles by the bedroom mirror
feels like you're about to puke
weeks since you were drunk
explodes if I would spill
wouldn't have made any difference
//refrain
Blowing up my lungs as if I'm sitting on a bomb
like i run, burning in or drowning in an ocean
the breathing uneven can be my last day
gasping after the air the heart making an extra beat
feels like, nitroglycerin, too much nicotine
like I'm lying bound under the executioners guillotine
chugging caffein, much too short fuse
like Tel Aviv and dynamite