How do I tell you this
without you thinking
that I'm weak and that I don't have the strength
to fight against the pain.
That I'm sad, that I'm miserable
and that I'm powerless
without you.
I can't remember
when was that one time
when I lost you,
I didn't know how much I loved you
till today.
I can't forgive myself
how did I not see
that I'm losing you, that I'm sharing you with another man,
but I lived with you.
But none of it is your fault,
and don't hate yourself for it
it's all my fault,
it's all my fault.
When I remember the first days
I was at my best then,
I knew how to feel
every single one of your tiny wishes.
To kiss you, to protect you
even when you're sleeping, I'd wake you up
but then I stopped.
I can't remember
when was that one time
when I lost you,
I didn't know how much I loved you
till today.
I can't forgive myself
how did I not see
that I'm losing you, that I'm sharing you with another man,
but I lived with you.
But none of it is your fault,
and don't hate yourself for it
it's all my fault.
And if I call
late with the phone
it's just to hear you, believe me
because I can't spend a day
without your voice, I need it.
To think that everything is alright,
just like when we were happy.
Just don't get scared
I won't ruin your happiness.
Because it's not your fault...
oh it's not your fault...