Look, who would have thought, I'm sitting all alone
Like a ?? of his conscience
aware that without her I'm failing/sinking
and am disappearing at the speed of light
in silence I am drinking wine (??)
I have succeeded in chasing you away
I wasn't good toward you
You have thrown the pearls into the mud
I wasn't good, I am so sorry
why God did not grant me talent in love
I am not worth your love
and your years
because to recognise, I wasn't able
the angel in you (These two lines mean: I wasn't able to recognise the angel in you)
on the wall of tears I would spend my life
but there's no point
I will never forgive myself
I am so sorry