Nightmare lyrics

Every day that I wake up

I wake up in a nightmare

Every day that I wake up

I can never see quite clear

When I look at my surroundings

And everybody still doubts me

I wanna live to hear a crowd sing

All my lyrics so loudly

I miss the time when we would all get together

I guess it's fine, but I really wish that we were better

Real talk, sipping drinks without all the pressure

Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever

And people ask how I'm doing, I've never been better

That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter

How come we all continue forcing out all this pressure?

I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures

I need my space now

So I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare

So I can be something

I do what I love

And hope you will love me

I face this nightmare

No, I am not running

I'm scared of being rich

I'm scared of being poor

I'm scared of being lonely

But I'm scared of being bored

Sometimes I get really angry

And I don't know why

Sometimes I really do hate me

Can't even pick my own side, yeah

What is even going on?

Why the hell do I even write songs?

What the hell am I doing here, man?

I guess I don't understand a thing, damn

Yeah, or maybe ignorance is bliss

Yo, I'd rather lay in the abyss

Than be aware of what I missed

Especially if I quit

Yeah, they say that hell is your last day

When you see what you could've became

That day would drive me insane

So I intend on staying my lane

Yeah, I picked a path and I picked the pain

Yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change

Yeah, sometimes I'm mad, sometimes I'm okay

Yeah, I know I'll have what I want someday

I need my space now

So I can feel nothing

I live this nightmare

So I can be something

I do what I love

And hope you will love me

I face this nightmare

No, I am not running

And it's hard to be okay

When everything has changed

Yeah, it's hard to be okay

When I can see everything

The best part of everyone's day

Is on my iPhone, on display

No matter what I do, can't get away

This isn't healthy, I don't feel the same

Yo, and destiny is a weird thing

Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe

Yeah, that everything is out of your hands

It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry

Uh, don't let your vision be blurry

Yeah, lock in to your journey

Yo, and you can start real early

You can be thirteen or you could be thirty

Uh, but it's your life to live, yeah

Yeah, so what you got to give, huh?

Uh, you better get after it

Don't you dare quit, don't you dare kid

You got dreams? Then you're like me

So try like me, so fight like me

Take a hold of your life and thrive like me

So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me