I first acted like I wasn't interested
But after the second sad song I surrendered already
I went out and socialized, smiled at others
Drowned in bars, 'cause that's what a man does
I wanted to catch up on so many things, envied the others
All those free guys with their free minds
Sitting between full ashtrays in my way too big room
All the texts, the photos, the ideal world lies in ruins
Nothing works anymore, nothing works anymore
Everything's squandered, everything's lost
I ventured too much
First hurt you and afterwards me
You're probably partying now with some assholes
That tell you, what you want to hear and laugh at your jokes
Oh oh
And I persuade myself, that I don't miss you
Even though I already now, that that is just an alibi
And it totally bugs me, that I didn't fight again
Just because my pride didn't know that option
I would bet it all again, if you were here now
But this time on you, but nothing works anymore
Nothing works anymore, nothing works anymore
Everything's squandered, everything's lost
I ventured too much
First hurt you and afterwards me
I've squandered it all, lost it all
Lost, lost, lost
I ventured too much
First hurt you and afterwards me
Oh oh
Maybe I get the chance to start a new game
And to recapture, what I'm missing now