Sitting here stressing at 2:30 am
About how fast a year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start all over again
Would it really work?
I know that you could be, could be coming back to me
Mesmerised by the thoughts of it
Traumatised, I'm so scared of it
Wanna stop thinking, gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today
[Refrain:]
I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away a year ago at Christmas
You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye
Now you finally see
You wanna start all over again
Make it work this time
But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine
I memorised what you said to me
So surprised it was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away
[Refrain x 2:]
I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away a year ago at Christmas
Last year
I'm older than my years
Last year
Drowning in my tears
Last year
I'm older than my years
Last year
Drowning in my tears
At Christmas
I'm older than my years
At Christmas
Drowning in my tears
At Christmas
I'm older than my years
I'm older than my years