Nevermind lyrics

[Intro: Hammy]

Cracks in my heart

Used to be bright, now it's dark

Didn't have any cracks at the start

Now I turn all my pain into art

All my pain into-

[Verse 1: Hammy]

Cracks in my heart

Cracking and tearing apart

The feelin of warmth

In your arms

3 am dreamin of stars

They doubt I'll go far

They hate but they fake who they are

They think they hard

They think they this and they that

They pull up, I know its an act

Why they all talkin' like that

I think it's wack

Some nights I still want her back

Some nights I toss and I turn

Dreamin' of her

Wake up in the morning

I'm hurt

Fuck what they saying

Fuck what they heard

They can all go and eat dirt

Making me question my worth

Why am I here on this earth

Am I just wasting my time?

Should I just quit with the rhymes?

Say fuck it and leave it behind

Wait, nevermind

Wait, nevermind

Kill me to leave it behind

Think of you all of the time

Can't get you out of my mind

Look in your eyes and I die every time

I'm losing the battle inside

Sit in the corner and cry

Still feel pain from your lies

So I'mma smoke 'till I'm high

Blowin' out dope 'till I die

[Verse 2: guardin]

Fuck today and fuck tomorrow

I'm just living in this perpetual sorrow

Rainy days inside my brain are all I know

I can never let it go

Fuck it up, just like a pro

Propaganda panorama all these people I don't trust

Got my eyes inside the pinnacle, the cynical's disgust

On the surface, I'mma surpass swallowing up all the dust

But beneath the flesh, I'm focused and I'm praying I don't combust

Hypothetically a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch

I've been standin' on the edge so long, afraid of givin' up

Feelin' useless as the clues I'm swallowin' inside my cup

Trippin' over all these corners, short of breath I'm throwin' up

Yeah, I've been tryin' my best

Wakin' up like every mornin' with a gun to my chest

I'm growin' tired

I ain't gettin' any rest, yeah

I guess I'm

Just stressed