Nemico di me stesso [English translation]

I learnt to hate so that I don’t love

I’m trying to hide who I am

I will learn to fly without hurting myself

But the higher you go the stronger is the impact with the ground

There are two opposite people who live inside me

One tries to kill what I feel

Drives me away from everyone and leaves me alone

Makes me more like that which I hate

A rose that grows alone has more thorns

Than others because it only counts on itself

But in wind it will break before

The others because it is more fragile alone

See me as I take flight

I changed my life, not who I am

I’m my own enemy and I’ve lost again

The fight with the monster inside, not against them

Everyone has a heart and two souls

Always at war with each other

One renders you more fragile

The other renders you more lonely

And now I don’t know who I am

In a mirror there’s a man

Who doesn’t look like me and I don’t know why anymore

Even if I never see where he is

He lives inside me

I'm looking into my reflection

With slight depression

My eyes are restless

I'm kinda desperate for some, I don't know

Love to head into my direction

Maybe things will get better for me if I confess that

I'm probably addicted to the demons I lie in bed with

And I'll admit it, there's cries embedded in my intestine

Past traumas, that's why I struggle to find a best friend

And the only solution in my mind is a violent death wish

So I wish it away, I'm sick of the days of living in pain, I don't want to

When you smile, isn't it tamed? You bend and you change

Into a new nigga and it haunts you

Me and the anguish are anointed figures

Your boy's a sinner, some days I think there's no point to get up

I get a grip and get a fistful of some annoying blisters

All I can do is stop the blaming and point it in inward,

I'm working on it, shit

Everyone has a heart and two souls

Always at war with each other

One renders you more fragile

The other renders you more lonely

And now I don’t know who I am

In a mirror there’s a man

Who doesn’t look like me and I don’t know why anymore

Even if I never see where he is

He lives inside me