I stare at the ceiling
I stare at my phone
I stare in the mirror
I'm lonely, but never alone
'Cause deep under the surface
Deep under these bones
Deep under's my nemesis
We share a body, we share a home
How do you win a war
When you're the only one keepin' score?
When you're the warden
And the one on your knees?
And how do you stay dry
When you're the hurricane spinnin' over your life?
When you are your own worst enemy
I've tried meditation
And I've tried to get by
And I've tried doubling medication
All it gave was a really bad high (that's right)
How do you win a war
When you're the only one keepin' score?
When you're the warden
And the one on your knees?
And how do you stay dry
When you're the hurricane spinnin' over your life?
When you are your own worst enemy
You might see me smilin'
You might see a drink in my hand
You might see a functionin' human
But I'm an alien in a foreign land
'Cause my mind takes no prisoner
My mind's like the wind
And my mind is the master of disguise
I think I'm good, and then I'm gone again
So how do you shut the door
On the things that you don't want no more?
When you're the one with the janitor's keys
And how do you survive
When your nemesis is after your life?
When you are your own worst enemy
When you are your own worst enemy
When you are your own worst enemy