Не тобой болеет сердце [Ne toboy boleyet serdtse] [English translation]

My heart doesn't hurt for you, 1

I don't care for the poor heart.

Like the peppered autumn skies, 2

In my home it's cold and sad.

I will hide the kisses

With a grey string of rain.

There's no dawn, and there's no sunset, 3

If you're not here by my side.

Not of that which was before,

Not of that which is to come,

My friend won't tell me of,

The unkind April month.

Like a scared deer somewhere

You will flash through my forests,

The fogged over sky

Bifurcating into two. 4

Not for you, this disturbing dream, 1

But once I start to sing again,

A soft and complicated voice

Will call death on me...

The wind'll walk down my throat,

And the gates will open wide.

Separate, and yet together:

You still live, and so do I. 5

1. a. b. The "for" means "because" or "by" in this line. 2. Still figuring out what to do with this line. 3. lit. The day hasn't ended, the day hasn't begun, 4. lit. Doling out for two. "Bifurcating" fits the rhythm. 5. lit. ,and I'm alive.